I'm officially old (25)!!!

I'm officially old-ugh! I'm not going to lie, this birthday was hard for me to swallow. Don't get me wrong, my actual birthday was awesome...my sisters all went in to give me cash, so that I could pick up a few new clothing items and accessories for my Florida trip, which is coming up in just 3 weeks (I'm going shopping this weekend, and can't wait! I don't get to go shopping for myself near enough!). My sisters also brought me over the most delicious cake I have ever had in my life! My best friend, Karissa, brought me flowers and a bottle of Moscato wine (my favorite). Then Aaron surprised me with a rose in my car, and took me out to dinner. He also got me the perfect brownie pan (the one you see on the info commercials, that comes with a divider to cut each brownie into perfect squares while baking). He got me this because every time Cecelia and I see the commercial on TV we comment on how cool it looks. No, that's not my only present from him. He is also sending me with shopping money for Florida when I go. Plus, I received more birthday wishes than I can count. And the celebrations not over yet. My girlfriends and I are going down town to eat on Friday night and then heading out to the bars for a night out. I rarely go out to the bars, maybe, maybe if I'm lucky, once every two months. Which is fine with me. I am way too busy and have too many important responsibilities (especially by daughter) to spend my precious free time and cash on getting drunk. But every once in a while a girl/mom/wife needs to get out of the house and let loose with her friends. Anyways ( I get to rambling)I have ambivilance about turning 25. On one hand, I'm happy that so many awesome things are going to be happening this year... graduating college, financial stability, looking and hopefully purchasing our first home, working on our next baby! But then on the other hand, I feel like I'm losing my youth:( O'well, I'm still a long way away from wrinkles and gray hair, right? Alright, I had my moment of self pity, I'm done, I'm over it, and I have a smile on my face :)